Archive for August, 2007
Disgusting Habits
Posted by Bloggylife in thoughts on August 28, 2007
How much more disgusting can men get? Well my brothers burp all the time just to irritate me. What’s up with men and disgusting habits?
They wait for the traffic lights … should I open the door and spit … hmmm … not enough audience let me wait … now .. opens the door and spits … YUCK …
Just walking down the street and spits … take couple more steps … spits …. Another … spits …. This may be going through their so called brains after their heroic acts. “WOW, look how intense the girl is checking me out. I must have impressed her with my spitting” … spit … “Boy do I feel like three times the MAN I was this morning”
What else could explain this nauseating behavior? I mean if you are in your car, you must have tissues, use them, they were made for such cases. If you are walking and can’t fight the urge go to a hidden spot where no one can witness this “marvelous” act. If you are a constant SPITTER, go to a doctor, something is definitely wrong! Spare us the miracle.
والله لوعو جبدي, حمن حر و خيسة و ايونج هالأشكال يتفننون
Only time will tell
Posted by Bloggylife in personal on August 24, 2007
I look at you and know what I don’t want to end up being. Yes you taught me so many things I can not deny that. You played a part in the person I am today but what you do not know is a huge part of me is solely my creation. My experiences, thoughts, struggles, pain, joy, interactions, my ups and downs…my rebellious acts … all mine ….
Now that I am drifting away … now that my heart no more cries as before … no more cares … you fight for me or pretend … I do know why .. because you realize you do need me after all … Chances, I have given you chances over and over again … you always made me believe it was my fault …. I always apologized even when it was not my mistake… you made me feel guilty over things I had nothing to do with, no control … I had to live with events I could not change ….and yet you demanded me to do so …
The sad thing is that I will be there … even I can not deny it … but I will think of it as an obligation towards GOD and then you … my final fulfilment … I will never open my heart again towards these so called heavenly feelings … I have realized that you do not deserve them ….
There is a huge wall between us … as high and as wide as my imagination … I will never take the first step to bring it down like I have done so many times … remember, you were there pushing me, building it higher …
You have taught me so many things …. Showed me ….. My conclusion to be the opposite … blame me .. I am used to it …
Maybe time will prove me wrong or not …. But I am willing to take that chance …
Delusion or not …
Posted by Bloggylife in personal, thoughts on August 23, 2007
We believe if things were a little different, if we had more space, more freedom, more resources, more time, more everything … we would have done something significant … became the people we want to be …. Be in a different place a better place … happier … satisfied … content …
We set goals we never pursue …. Complain about current situation but not attempt to change it …. Lose ourselves in future dreams and wonderful hopes of miraculous events that will change our lives …. and years go by and still we are the same and nothing changed….
we do not blame ourselves … we blame life and its circumstances …. If only it were different ….
Come to think of it … GOD is so merciful …. Maybe he put us in this situation so that we can live with ourselves giving ourselves these excuses and believing that they are holding us down …. I can’t do this because I don’t have that …. Imagine if all what we think is holding us back …. What we think is standing between us and our dreams … doesn’t exist anymore … and still we are standing in the same spot as before …. Nothing changed .. excuses gone and still we stand still …..
Face reality … it is not about placing blame and doing what it is known to the world and defined as successful … there are expectations if you meet them then your are considered successful and envied by others and that gives happiness but momentarily … what I want is something that is mine even if it is simple according to others but it is the world to me ….
When it comes to me … I admit it … I can do a lot of things … but I am a bit LAZY … I give excuses to myself not pushing things forward and honestly I have not yet found the thing that is truly absolutely positively 100% I want!!! Maybe that is the problem not really knowing what you want .. not realizing your dream …
I guess these feeling are called … ‘My time of the month’ and atop that ‘year 2007 is coming to an end’ … I am challenging myself … even if it is little by little … I do have minor tweaks … but we will see … when it comes to checking myself one on one before the beginning of the new year … I will see how me evaluates me …
Are you still in the game?
Posted by Bloggylife in personal, thoughts on August 22, 2007
I am taking this two week course. And I met this nice girl. We often chat about work and our backgrounds, mostly she is the interrogator 
Day by day I noticed that she is trying to cross from being regular acquaintances to friends. What burst the bubble of doubt was yesterday’s situation:
Call it being insensitive or harsh but really I realized when it comes to making new friends, I am out! The circle is complete for me.
Great friends are rare and I have been blessed when I found them. So I do understand what it means when people still search for that one friend that they can completely trust, rely on, have fun with, truly be themselves around them, a person worth calling a best friend and more.
So good luck to all of you best friends seekers but keep in mind that the number of great friends that you can have are down a notch because I have three 
and I do not share 
Natural Conclusion
Posted by Bloggylife in funny, Kuwait on August 21, 2007
Break Away …
Posted by Bloggylife in personal, thoughts on August 19, 2007
Sometimes you wonder how you can feel something you are not supposed to feel about a person who is supposed to be close to you. These feelings that come rushing in all the time, when you see them, talk to them, hear them, think about them, see how the act, what they say … you cannot help it …
You think this is against the laws of nature … against basic human feelings … you think what you should have between you and them should come naturally … you think you are the only person feeling this way … and you feel guilt, anger, frustration … towards yourself and them …
You do not know how to act around them because you know every move and word you say is engraved in their memory that is every bad one… you know every good deed goes unnoticed whereas every bad one is perceived … you hate asking for their help because they will keep reminding you of it for as long as you live … you do not show your vulnerabilities because you will never know their reactions …
They are supposed to be the ones you run to when you feel weak, hurt, alone and in need of comfort, reassurance and advice … they are the ones to wipe away your tears not cause them… they should be there for you not the other way around … they are the ones who are supposed to lift you up when you are down and not look away ….
Unforgiving … Demanding … Unfair … Uncaring … Unreasonable.. Emotionally Unstable!!!
When do you stop caring … caring about their feelings …. I know GOD restricted us and our behaviors … but what if you know you are reaching your limits … it is affecting your physical health… can we justify ourselves to take the necessary action and ignore our conscious and our religion laws.. Will we be able to carry on…
It is a relationship of love and hate. You fight so hard to not cross the thin line between love and hate. You wonder how you will feel when they are gone. Will you miss them.. Will you remember the good things or the bad things … because it has been too damn long for simple joy, pleasure and innocence…
Keep Going On ….
Posted by Bloggylife in thoughts on August 11, 2007
When you’ve seen good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people …
What keeps you going on?
When you see hard working people fail and others succeed …
What keeps you going on?
When honest people suffer and deceitful people don’t …
What keeps you going on?
When you know choosing the right path won’t get you to your destination …
What keeps you going on?
When being the better person means being the weaker person …
What keeps you going on?
When good morals are considered sins …
What keeps you going on?
When people are judged by anything but the right reasons and who they really are …
What keeps you going on believing in your values and yourself …
Joke
Posted by Bloggylife in funny on August 10, 2007
After digging to a depth of 100 meters last year, Russian scientists found traces of copper wire dating back 1000 years, and came to the conclusion that their ancestors already had a telephone network one thousand years ago.
So, not to be outdone, in the weeks that followed, American scientists dug 200 meters and headlines in the US papers read: “US scientists have found traces of 2000 year old optical fibers, and have concluded that their ancestors already had advanced high-tech digital telephone 1000 years earlier than the Russians.”
One week later, the Egyptian newspapers reported the following: “After digging as deep as 500 meters, Egyptian scientists have found absolutely nothing. They have concluded that 5000 years ago, their ancestors were already using wireless technology.”
One Thing
Posted by Bloggylife in thoughts on August 9, 2007
We always think about stuff that goes wrong in our lives. Things we plan and fail to achieve. Things we hope for and are scared to pursue. That ultimately brings us gradually to our knees. Makes you feel hopeless, powerless but mostly a failure.
We forget about the things we achieved in our lives so far. Things we have that we do not consider achievements. Things we went through and survived that we do not consider breakthroughs. Things that are distinctively ours alone.
So think hard about one thing, that is yours alone, that is going perfectly well in your life, you want it to last forever ….
Early Mornings
Posted by Bloggylife in Kuwait, personal on August 9, 2007
Pacing the quiet house, all to yourself and doing whatever you want without having to deal with who is living with you. It is given that they aren’t any motivators for early rising in Kuwait. No perfect view of endless green and perfect sunrise, no gorgeous clean clear blue sea to gaze upon as the sun goes up, lousy weather most of the year and nowhere to go to enjoy this time of day. Nevertheless, the peace and quiet are priceless, occasionally the birds sit outside pecking my window, your thoughts are so clear and loud. I suggest that we have a club for people who wake up early and come up with stuff to enjoy in Kuwait in the early morning hours -
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