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Is it OK to feel this way?


On Thursday I went and signed the new contract. During all this time I’ve had these mixed rollercoaster feelings.

Happy.
Excited.
Sad.
Back Stabber.
Eager.
Scared.
Restless.

I can write down all the feelings in world!!

I wonder what my supervisors will think. Will they be happy for me or feel like I went around their back? The only good thing about my current job that made me reluctant to leave is my supervisors. But to me this is not enough to keep me around.

When I weigh to myself the whys & why nots, I find I lean more to springing out and going on with my life & new job.

Perfect Scenario:

I’ve been offered a new job and I’ve accepted it.

Congrats!! *hugs & tears* ‘أهم شي ;) ’ we’ll miss you so very much. There’s nobody like you. You’ve been the perfect employee, sorry we didn’t appreciate you more. They’re lucky to have you. If you want you can leave tomorrow.

Really. Thanks. Bye.

Worse Scenario:

I’ve been offered a new job and I’ve accepted it.

Hmmmm back stabber. No your resignation is unaccepted. Now here’s what you have to do for the next 50 years or so.

I really like to stop at that. Nevertheless, Insha’Allah I am going to tell them on Sunday, hmmm I do have a lot to do on that day, should it be on Monday? See what I mean. Can’t I just resign and leave a note :D

Sunday it is, we’ll see what happens. –Hope they’re not reading this-

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  1. #1 by fa6fooo6 on September 15, 2007 - 12:29 PM

    I don’t think you are a back stabber.. They didn’t appreciate you.. They are good people but the treat all the same! good employees or bad ones.. you know who!
    So this is life, tell them to go on & if they are lucky they’ll have a good employee soon
    I’m calling 9adeq Sun morning.. to tell him before you.. hehehehhe :p kidding

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  2. #2 by Oryx on September 15, 2007 - 2:35 PM

    Mira,
    When I got the message that you’ve accepted it I got really excited and was thinking, Oh my God she did it!! I’m so proud of you, and as far as them, they only have themselves to blame for losing you, and nevertheless, you get to live once, and you have the responsibility towards yourself first of all, it’s so you caring of what they may think or feel, but don’t beat yourself over it, this is your brand new beginning, and it’s time to take it all in, breath baby and enjoy it’s your moment and you truly deserved it :*

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