I feel stupid … lots of unexplainable problems …

Just discovered a stupid issue with email server and rules and didn’t figure it out yet ..

Having problems with virtualization … can’t get the damn machines to run …

Stupid IP phone features aren’t working as they are supposed to …

Can’t get my head around the latest phishing, pharming, scam techniques, gotta stop watching stuff I don’t understand that make me more anxious …

Didn’t get my hands on windows server 2008 … still refusing to use Vista … Don’t understand Linux or Unix for that matter ..

The corporate firewall is driving me crazy … the stupid email filter is blocking legitimate email without specific reason … verdict none …

Need to setup my testing environment … because I have a habit of screwing things up…

Clustering … another thing … offfff

Need to stop speaking technical to normal people … it’s not only they don’t understand you .. they don’t care … problem, fix it that’s it … cause of the problem don’t care… unless it’s somebody’s fault and they need to bring them down …

Didn’t finish documenting … still hate writing reports …

Need to focus … need more time .. need to duplicate myself …

Am I supposed to know all this … YUCK …I need a mentor … I thought I can carry on but I need guidance I’m lost …

I need another job … a chef maybe …