It has been three years today since I joined the working task force. Well I can say for sure that, DAMN sure time flies by so quickly. I always ask myself what I have expected the outcome to be, I can’t be sure what the response to that is except that I always imagined being happy, well at least most of the time, doing my job. I didn’t want to be one of those who always complained about what I do and not have fun doing it, learn something, or have something to look forward to. One thing for certain it is not as easy as it seems.

Once I read about who has the best job and they were absolutely thrilled about it and that they have the best job in the world! I was like, damn they make it sound so easy. What amazes me the most are the ones who think they have the best where in today’s standard isn’t, in term of working hours, pay check, benefits, etc. those to me have found their pot of gold.

I guess what I miss the most is having a mentor, like someone to guide me teach me the ways, but here especially in Kuwait is hard to find. But I have the WWW, though it takes a lot of time to learn one thing and as soon as I get my head around one thing something else pops and here continues the never endless cycle. My problem, is that I don’t focus, I want to be everywhere.

What I wish for is to get to work in Japan because I am amazed by their work ethics and dedication or China where basically all the hacking and copy like techs are originated. It’ll be weird first, because I believe they’ll be so smart and have to tolerate me but I’ll get used to it and then I’ll learn their language, ohhhh, I would love that and maybe learn a few martial art moves that’ll come in handy especially when conveying a message say for example to drivers here

It is has been a peaceful week with people accidentally removing our jumpers from our lines, never mind, I wish next week to pass quickly because there are some decision factors regarding my career that I want to happen quickly and end on a happy note or what is best for me.