“You always keep things bottled up inside” that’s what my sister tells me always

But today I think ‘بطيت الجربه’ and still we have hours before the day ends

How can I describe my day so far, crappy crappy crappy …

In the morning my sister calls and I pour my heart out, that’s #1 mild weeping over the phone

Next Maha sends an email as usual we exchange now and then, email conversations, and if there is ‘te7eldom’ over the email I did that too and finally poor Rania

That woman either loves me so much or someone ‘da3ee 3aleeha’ today, I literary was screaming over the phone and of course crying at the same time!! If she was in front of me, she would’ve caught some on my spit over her face -poor roro-

I have a problem with crying, not the lack of it but of it, if I could take it out I would and stop me crying all together!

So I did my boo-hoo-ing three times, over to the best three people in my life

My cousin’s ‘miljah’ is today and in the saloon as I was doing my hair, few tears escaped as I was looking into the mirror, I was horrified that the lady will see me and think why am I crying as if she was doing something wrong or the simple fact I am crazy!

I am torn between leaving this all behind e and having a good time, I always wear my emotions can’t hide them, but as it is said by all three “f*ck them, don’t let them get to you”, isn’t weird how you all said the same thing one way or the other

LOVE YA ALL