“You always keep things bottled up inside” that’s what my sister tells me always
But today I think ‘بطيت الجربه’ and still we have hours before the day ends
How can I describe my day so far, crappy crappy crappy …
In the morning my sister calls and I pour my heart out, that’s #1 mild weeping over the phone
Next Maha sends an email as usual we exchange now and then, email conversations, and if there is ‘te7eldom’ over the email I did that too and finally poor Rania
That woman either loves me so much or someone ‘da3ee 3aleeha’ today, I literary was screaming over the phone and of course crying at the same time!! If she was in front of me, she would’ve caught some on my spit over her face -poor roro-
I have a problem with crying, not the lack of it but of it, if I could take it out I would and stop me crying all together!
So I did my boo-hoo-ing three times, over to the best three people in my life
My cousin’s ‘miljah’ is today and in the saloon as I was doing my hair, few tears escaped as I was looking into the mirror, I was horrified that the lady will see me and think why am I crying as if she was doing something wrong or the simple fact I am crazy!
I am torn between leaving this all behind e and having a good time, I always wear my emotions can’t hide them, but as it is said by all three “f*ck them, don’t let them get to you”, isn’t weird how you all said the same thing one way or the other
LOVE YA ALL
#1 by Rania on June 26, 2008 - 10:31 PM
there is no either , I love u to death as corny as it sounds , i wish i was infront of u so u can shout , scream , cry and spit as much as u like it’s 3asal 3ala galbi . i wanna Go and Kick the hell out of those idiots but what can we say ppl changed in this world to the worse that they left no room for a great , amazing hard working and honest simple girl like u to exists . just stay strong as u always been and inshALLAH will be
love ya
#2 by Oryx on June 27, 2008 - 2:55 AM
Woman,, seriously,, I love you, we can discuss that in details privately
Even in your bitching you are strong, you bitch and make fun about it, you are way stronger than what you think, but I told you, tears have a job to fulfill as well so let them, yes salon is not such a great idea, it sounds it’s about time to hit the shooting range, am I making any sense?
#3 by Maryam on June 27, 2008 - 8:00 PM
love ya too woman :*
LOL, the shooting range sound great! Gotta bring along some pics with me, or I can always use my wild imagination
.. love u sweetie