She just sat there as calm as one can be. Confident, clear, steady … the total opposite of me. I wanted to go there and ask what is your secret but I knew it wouldn’t do me any good

I don’t know what is the solution to fear of public speaking, I can’t pin point the reason and so far none of the advices have cured that for me

And by the way, do we have classes that offer these courses, fear of public speaking, anger management, because I am looking for those with no success so far

So anyway, presenting started in college and I told myself it’ll pass with regular public humiliations appearances but NO … at least for the couple first minutes I am shaking like a leaf! It may or may not show to the attendee but I hate myself for it

What is making me nervous, I don’t know. 3adee, you’ve done that tens of times, do you have to go through this everytime! apparently YES

What I plan to say slips out of my mind, I hesitate …but that doesn’t keep me away from presentations because I have this hope of curing that one day -in my 70s on the rate I am going-. I am afraid if I stopped and ran away, it’ll stick with me forever, this way at least I am putting an effort. I had a presentation today and I didn’t do well, I sounded like a retard person

And guess what, of course I have a presentation tomorrow and when said “I can come over and do it”, with all the self confidence that I could muster, I reply “No you need to rest and enjoy, don’t worry I’ll do it” !!! I’ll kick myself later