Didn’t have much sleep last night

weird dreams … the usual …

Our house, the fort we were preparing in, ready for battle

Who are we fighting and why … No idea at all

In my room and I knew they were going to strike soon, ran to my big brother’s room to warn him and I heard the fajer prayer in my dream … let’s pray and then fight … they were many of them against us but we were ready

I wonder why I don’t have those pinky dreams where something nice is going on, something that makes me don’t want to wake up. Keep dreaming …

But no, my dreams are always chaotic, full of being chased, fights, being shot at, being killed several times and surprisingly I don’t die, I keep on feeling that blade going through my body and I know it’s a dream and I force myself to wake up, just to stop the pain I am feeling

But I haven’t had those in a while. Now my head is filled with unexplainable IT dreams, I don’t want to even try to describe one of them because they don’t make sense at all

You know how sometimes people dream about what movie they watched that night, whether good or bad, the good never does it for me, imagining myself part of a comedy, romantic or even funny action movie is out of the question whereas horror or bloody shit, now that’s something that will definitely creep into my dream against my will

Thinking positive beautiful thoughts, didn’t help at all either

In my dreams, no matter how good of an escape plan I have, how hard I run, fight, drive, I always seem to lose, an obstacle I conquered I find another one until I fall … no matter what I do, I can’t seem to win!

Woke up with a huge headache. I have an Dr.’s appointment at 10, dragged myself there through the heat blazing sun and I reached the receptionist:

Al-Salam alakom, I have an appointment

Your name?

yes, your appointment is at 10 … as in 10 PM!!

OH SHIT …