The weather is cooler for “temeshee” any time of the day

First I liked walking while the sun is up, the funny part was watching my shadow! With my shela and 3abaya reflected onto the ground beside me, shifting shapes and I can do my hand gestures and smile about it ;P

But then I started walking a night, because it is more convenient, I pray and off I go. The weather is cold and chilly and I like how it stings across your cheeks and skin, not to forget the runny nose! The cold breeze seeping through your clothes, makes me more energetic and thirsty

When I’m walking people pass me easily, am I that slow!! Once two old couple just walked by and “ana kint shada 7eelee” … how come … wait …

I was drinking water and I spot this cute kid wearing yellow outfit, he was about 12 and chubby, you can see his red face from a distance, I finished and started walking again and was behind him … “الحين أوصله … بعد شوي … الحين … بعد جم خطوة”  and I couldn’t … I mimicked his leg moments but still didn’t manage, I reached my car and khalas my time to go home!!

But at night, laaaaa another case, it’s my turn to ooze by people Don’t know what’s the secret. I guess my mojo works at night

One more thing, I’d love to run, I know it’s kind of scary to see a girl wearing 3abaya run so I might wana change to a training outfit that day. I saw a couple of mit7ajbat run and I reaaaaaally wana join. So please, if you’re one of those runners, can I join? I might give you a hard time at first, because I’m not use to it, but I’ll do my best and if I run out of breath or fall 3adeeee leave me ;D

I am being seriuos, I would LOVE to run, I just need encouragment and running buddies

It’s not that we don’t put makeup …

It’s just others put TOO much!!

Our lives … are just stories …

we share the beginning and the end, we are born and then we die …

The how differs, how we are born and how we die but the act is the same … and between them lays each and every piece of our stories

Some are luckier than others … some change their own lines other live them out …

It’s like we all begin at the same start line, run in different directions but end up at the exact same finish line!

Imagine, if one can group each individual story that has been lived since the creation of this earth into an encyclopaedia, human race stories … what an interesting piece of work that would be!!

What if you got the chance to tell your story, what would you say and when will you be ready to say it … now … when you get a bit older … or after fulfilling your dreams and finally will you tell it or let your story be told by others!

‘I don’t get to doubt any wants of my own, since I’ve got to live a time without carrying a goal or a desire, I’d cherish the fact that still there is something I want and I’d walk my way to it knowing that in such turn I’d fulfil “my” destiny, if it may help then close your eyes and throw yourself, those words you’re reading now and maybe puzzled from their source are part of your thoughts, cause as you read what’s left when you are done is going to be your own judgement upon them which is your own thought’

My dearest Oryx messaged this to me and as I always tell her you have a way with words.

It was perfect timing, it struck something within me. And I knew I had no right to acknowledge that message or even attempt to reply except if it were in action. Truly I was left with my own thoughts… my own thoughts regarding a goal that I kept running away from because I was afraid and hesitant.

Afraid of failure and disappointment because I’ve had so many of those. Amazing how one can easily forget the good things, the success and all the struggles and just remember the falls!

I have a dream that is still not clear but I am taking the steps towards something I hope it’ll lead me to it. One of these steps I kept postponing forever. I’m never 100% sure of anything I’ve done in my life. I pursue the prospect of it being the thing I want.

I made up my mind and dedicated time to finalize my target and I did. Now all that’s left is waiting.

Most things you start off, seem really hard at the beginning. Then half way through it, if you’re lucky, you get to say to yourself, what was I worried about!

I always pray to GOD to ease my way. I do what I’m supposed to do from my side and then wait. If it happened then it’s meant to be and if didn’t, of course I’ll be sad but deep down inside I know it wasn’t for me and in time I’ll find my way again.

I hope this can trigger something in you as it did in me